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The only place I can be free

I need to slowly withdraw myself from society. I need to disappear. I can’t live in this place anymore. Everything hurts inside

I don’t know why I’m in so much pain. It hurts. I can’t think straight. I just want this all to end.

The pain I have been feeling lately is too much. I don’t think I can do this anymore. Goodbye.

I have been crying all day. Everyone I talked to made me feel so guilty. I know I did some bad things. I have apologized so many times and I know that it will be hard to regain their trust. Even though they say it’s okay they aren’t mad or hate me. I know that it isn’t true. As the day progressed I have been getting more and more sad. I have no where to turn anymore. Help.

I hate myself for having such bad self confidence. I just want to feel beautiful and loved but there are too many things bringing me down. I feel so lost and afraid. I don’t know anymore. Why must this be so hard? Let me be free already. I just want to breath.

2 year anniversary dinner with mi Amor. I love you so much!
Look at all my cute college friends:) love them so much!
"Love isn’t soft, like those poets say. Love has teeth which bite and the wounds never close."
-Stephen King  (via fawun)

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Tryna get schoolwork done before that deadline like


(via broken-trashcan)

Guys I blame all my emotional shit this week on my period. I will be back to normal soon. Maybe

Drove home from work balling my eyes out. I don’t know the cause. It just happened. I feel so much better now. Stress is a crazy thing